As I sit down at the computer at long last, the thought occurs to me that I'm starting to get caught up in a swirling torrent of busy studying and assignments and schoolwork. What is keeping me from losing myself in the hustle and bustle? I have friends that get me by, ones who share my same interests, but wouldn't they change me rather than keep me from changing? I can feel myself starting to mature under pressure, but I'm still my odd creative little self.
Maybe I'm not supposed to change? I often hear things like " during your teenage years you often go through a lot of changes". I do realize that this mostly applies to your body, but it applies to your mindset too right? Strange thoughts like these seem to be going through my head lately. I find myself looking at other people and comparing myself ( though in a good way, mind you). Who exactly am I? How do other people view me? Where am I going? These are questions I can't answer very easily either. The only thing I can think is that I have to leave these answers up to God and trust that his plan for me is a solid one.
